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I haven't posted in a while. I gained five pounds. Fuck.

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I've been gone. Work has been a bitch. Plus I actually ate with my friends. I felt disgusting and haven't wanted to be around people who I know are actually doing fasts and stuff and succeeding. I hate being a failure.

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Is it possible to be too crazy to be loved?
I think I've acheived that.

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I was doing really good for a work day... Until Sam called. :( She invited me to this Mexican place that I used to take her all the time back when I was binging. She wouldn't take no for an answer.
But now she's skipping meals. I don't get why she'd go to that Mexican place and get the cheese dip if she's trying to be ana (which she is)!
I met her boyfriend's friend. She was saying how hot he is. ...He's not that hot. Certainly not hot enough to be a friend with benefits or anything similar. Thanks.
So I had like, 700 calories BEFORE Sam. :/ Thanks Sam. You fucked my day.
But I did swim and steam at the gym today.
How many calories do you burn when you sit in the steam room? One of the girls said you burned something like 600 calories in 30 minutes?

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I just wanted to say that I'm sorry to the people who's communities I joined without having anything posted or uploaded. I was in a hurry. I figured if I joined I'd have more of a commitment to stay with my weight loss goals. I don't know how true that is... But this is how my mind thinks.
Don't worry. I'll add more later and stay active. I promise.

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I ate a lot today. More than any human should. For the next three days I work. Which means I have to eat like a normal person. I still plan on using that free trial membership though. Mom is just going to have to deal with me coming home late.

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